I’ve made a decision, I’ve made a deliberate, careful, and definite decision, and it feels right, it just feels good.
I am single, clearly. Not only that, I’m 44 years old, soon to be 45 years old, and I am not married. I have always said marriage is not my end goal, love is; marriage is a result, rather can be a result, of meeting your twin flame, the one receives and accepts your essence. Imagine someone that can “see” you. I don’t mean see you with the physical eyes at all, but I mean see you for who you are, and it’s like they were drawn to you, you literally drew them with your spirit, your vibrations, your intentions, your will.
Ahhhhhh, sounds nice doesn’t it?
Well, I have decided to wipe the slate clean! I had a plan, a definite plan when I relocated here; I knew the people I wanted to meet, the circles I NEEDED to be in to accomplish what I desired. Meaning, I knew I needed to be around people vibrating on a higher level than me so I can grow to the level I needed to be. See, I understand energy and how it affects everything…everything you hear me! Like, everything. Mind you, this is no way slights anyone that is in my circle now, hell I am not even sure I have a circle…come to think of it, I don’t, yeah…
So yeah, clean slate! I want that dude that “sees” me, that is seeking me, and by that I mean, seeking my spirit, seeking the things I will bring to his life and him to mine. The man who is deliberate, and vibrating on a high frequency. For real. You know why, I deserve this. I was on Facebook doing a live stream the other day and realized I was complaining about men who don’t know the art of dating. And I had to stop and do a mirror check. Why am I attracting men who half-assing it anyway? Why am I attracting men who don’t “see” Marla and just pretty much see the surface?
I am going to restart this thing, I am going to update and upgrade and start vibrating on a higher level. And I don’t have much work to do, I just have to allow it to happen. After all, I deserve this.
Stay tuned, this is going to be way more interesting! I am this —> <— close to some major things manifesting for me so I need to update and restart because I need my “system” free from all ego, confusion, ill-intention, and immaturity, and in order to do that, I have to be exactly what it is I desire to attract. It’s that simple.